fear of something
it is a fear of something,
of anything,
of everything.
we wake up with fear.
fear walks under our skin
and slips through our body
like a snake.
you are fragile like
a sheet of air.
it is a fear of something,
of anything,
of everything.
we wake up with fear.
fear walks under our skin
and slips through our body
like a snake.
you are fragile like
a sheet of air.
imperfect, mortal daughter of men
fright, the madness of the blind,
the rag of the wind,
the muzzle of cold,
the knife of silence,
the stoning river.
a viper with a child,
the agony of an ox,
a witch on fire,
a stained rose.
the words that sing
in my heart, and
vibrate through
my bones,
they live and hide
inside my notebook,
like buried treasure
left behind.
this morning
i hear the frogs again.
birds and insects
join them in song.
these things hold us
up in life, things to write
and draw and observe.
the things for us to
walk amongst.
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if more people valued home,
if more people followed their childhood dreams,
if more people could sit and be,
the world would be a merrier place
i believe.
eventually,
they all go,
one by one,
like paper boats
in a downpour
towards a drain.
along the gutter
they float,
effortlessly.
until they
disappear.
and you wonder
why they went
like that, and
what you did
so wrong.
inside of nowhere
i stood, wandering
whilst wondering what
it would be like to
stand amongst friends
and whether i even had
any. feeling more alone
in a crowded bar than
sitting by myself in my
armchair watching the
birds and feeling the
morning chill on my skin.
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